i just realised it's been a week since i last blogged.

reason being, i spent most of my time, my dinner hour, my sleeping hour, and all, just to log in to damn audi and tag hearts. what i got in return, a pair of swollen eyes, and not forgetting panda eyes as well. but i hope whatever i'm doing, my effort pays off alright.? so guys, don't disappoint me and study hard can.? i'm left with 490 more cp before lp. after that, i won't be online to tag heart that often anymore. cuz seriously speaking, i'm damn sick of it. i don't want to be sleeping at 4 or 5am everyday.

work wise, i tell you. i've been getting sick of it as well. i hate my dad nagging at me all the times. i hate the stress he gave me. i hate doing repetitive things. do you even understand how i feel.? ever since i started work there, i realised as days go by, i don't feel happy at all. i really missed those ashworth days. and come to think of it, it's been quite a while since a smile or laughter came right from the bottom of my heart, except maybe when i'm with my girls.

i need a break from this life. i'm sick of everything.