25/07: continued with bse assignment again. but got distracted cuz relatives' came over and made hell lots of noise in my house. anyway, my mum's very happy cuz i've been coming home early and got more time to accompany her. HAHA.!
26/07: sea training. seriously, i miss rowing.! it's been awhile since i last exposed myself to the sun. tried rowing right side, but i failed. attempted being coxswain as well, i think i did an OK job, better than brad at least. LOL. after training, we headed to timah to have our dinner. then went to play basketball with andy and the alumni guys.


LOVELOVE and I
finally, irc for pool session and l4d.
27/07: school as usual. ended lesson at 1pm as ofa lesson was cancelled. went to imm with jiahao, raymond, kc to lunch while waiting for training to start. dined at ichiban sushi and kc's bro joined us not long after. then, two of them head to town, leaving the 3 of us, which later on, we decided to go to jh's place. i finally get to see his chris, peter, francis, as well as harman. and and and, i saw his photos when he was younger.! he look so much different now. ray and i had a good time laughing at all his pictures la. randomly, they wanted to go over to my place as well. so yup, went over till dinner time, then drove out to batok there to have dinner. the best part is, i found out that jiahao is actually my childhood friend.! it's super coincidence la. he used to stay opposite of where i used to stay. his neighbour happened to be my bro's classmate. and i used to hang out with my bro's friends alot too. who knows, we might actually have played together before when we were young.! anyway, we were really surprised and happy after knowing this fact, and so, he's gonna be my childhood lover from now on. HAHAHA.!
28/09: it's schooooool again. we had poa class test. and bloody hell, i swear i forgotten everything the moment i sit for the test. weak brain i had. was discussing answers and everything with nana, which defeats the purpose of having a class test. shit it man. i guess i really lack lots of revision la. anyway, during breaktime, we head out to central to have our lunch. wanted to buy seaweed shaker fries after our meal, but turn out, the forgetful staff never give us the seaweed powder, ended up eating normal fries. :( then we had free period during cob, followed by 1h of bse, and go home.! alright, i think i'm gonna do my bse again and memorize my cob script later.
till then.
Thursday, July 23, 2009 at 4:45 PM
20/07: school and db training @ dover. 15 rounds of the track again. followed by all the weight trainings and pull-ups. know what.? i realized i really grow alot in size. my shoulders became so much broader. i've literally grew so much that i've already decided to give up on myself and train like mad. seeing nothing but myself improving each and every training really brings out that sense of satisfaction within me. really love it that much. :) CW KI AR.!
21/07: after sending nana to work, went to lot 1 with jojo. out in the night to fetch dear from work and then headed to prata house for late dinner.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTEST.! hope you enjoy your day uh. :)
22/07: decided to skip sw since it was raining. lunched in school with nana, and had our first hour attendance marked 0 again. after school, had training again. 2.4km for warm-up. got a shitty timing of 1326. i don't know why either. but i was kinda disappointed with the timing. i thought i could've done better. but nvm, let it be a motivation for me to push even harder. did the usual weight trainings and pull-ups. showered and went to have dinner with them. timah for l4d with jojo and mutu. home sweet home.
23/07: it's just another day in school. i wanna edit my cob script later when i wake up from my nap. MUST.!
-edited: i didn't had my nap in the end. instead, i went for a jog along brickland road and played l4d using my bro's desktop. but but but, i've made amendments to my cob script already. hopefully this time can pass liao. yet to memorize though. jiayou.! :)
seriously speaking, i'm getting tired of everything. maybe it's all too much for me to take it. :(:(:(
21/07: after sending nana to work, went to lot 1 with jojo. out in the night to fetch dear from work and then headed to prata house for late dinner.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTEST.! hope you enjoy your day uh. :)
22/07: decided to skip sw since it was raining. lunched in school with nana, and had our first hour attendance marked 0 again. after school, had training again. 2.4km for warm-up. got a shitty timing of 1326. i don't know why either. but i was kinda disappointed with the timing. i thought i could've done better. but nvm, let it be a motivation for me to push even harder. did the usual weight trainings and pull-ups. showered and went to have dinner with them. timah for l4d with jojo and mutu. home sweet home.
23/07: it's just another day in school. i wanna edit my cob script later when i wake up from my nap. MUST.!
-edited: i didn't had my nap in the end. instead, i went for a jog along brickland road and played l4d using my bro's desktop. but but but, i've made amendments to my cob script already. hopefully this time can pass liao. yet to memorize though. jiayou.! :)
seriously speaking, i'm getting tired of everything. maybe it's all too much for me to take it. :(:(:(
Sunday, July 19, 2009 at 2:52 PM
15/07: woke up with the initial intention to go for pe. but again, i was late for school. know what.? i got to know that only 5 out of 33 ppl attended pe. power right.? since lesson already ended when i reached school, i received a call from da ge telling me they'd be at cityvibe. so yup, i went over to find them and have lunch together. lessons were as usual till halfway through bse, discipline committee came in and wanted to do attire checking. as usual, i always kenna hair colour. but i managed to scrape through once again. as promised, i told mr chow that most likely i would dye my hair black when next holidays are here. so we'll see again. after school, headed to dover for training. 10 rounds of tracks, pull-ups, cardio and gymmed. after showering, went to the usual place to have dinner with them. met beloved girlfriends later in the night to upper thomson for prata. it has been a long long time since all 4 of us met up. so much things actually happened in our lives, there's too much to update one another. a night alone is not enough, therefore, i want more meet-ups with you girls. :)
16/07: school as per normal. went to bugis after school together with nana, jojo, and da ge. lunched at kfc. saw this weird guy who had a humongous appetite. scary i tell you. apart from the sort of family feast looking meal he had on his table, he still had old chang kee, polar puffs and cakes or something liddat. he's eating alone plus he's not those big sized ppl lor. anyway, this thing aside. we continued shopping at bugis village till we were all super shagged and decided to head home. thanks da ge for driving us. you're really a super safe driver. HAHA.!
17/07: nothing much for school as well. got home and managed to take a kinda long nap before heading out to meet my crappy classmates. we had supper at big splash's old town white coffee, afterwhich, we went strolling along the beach. as usual, they're forever making us laugh like crazy.

SAR DIAO AND LITTLE RAY RAY~

I know i look fat here. But that's not the point la. Was asked to get sandwiched in between them.! HAHA.!

Jia Hao's Turn

Followed by Nana

Jia Hao showcasing LV, Gucci, and Long Champ

Shot 1, Raymond forgot to act cute

Shot 2, Much better~

Uber Cuteness.

Shi Feng la~ (Inside Joke)

Ignore KC here, he's really tired.

Reminds you guys of who.?
lastly, we went to marina barrage, chit chatting while having our b&j ice cream. the feeling is ultimate awesome. :)

Forever gaying.
18/07, 19/07: guess it's gonna be a stay home day for me. i'm still stucked doing my bse assignment, and until i get that done, i seriously have no mood to start any revision. and yes, i'm bloody angry at myself for having no discipline to wake up on time for school. please please please for the 100th time i'm gonna remind myself to sleep earlier and not to be late anymore.
alright, till then again.
16/07: school as per normal. went to bugis after school together with nana, jojo, and da ge. lunched at kfc. saw this weird guy who had a humongous appetite. scary i tell you. apart from the sort of family feast looking meal he had on his table, he still had old chang kee, polar puffs and cakes or something liddat. he's eating alone plus he's not those big sized ppl lor. anyway, this thing aside. we continued shopping at bugis village till we were all super shagged and decided to head home. thanks da ge for driving us. you're really a super safe driver. HAHA.!
17/07: nothing much for school as well. got home and managed to take a kinda long nap before heading out to meet my crappy classmates. we had supper at big splash's old town white coffee, afterwhich, we went strolling along the beach. as usual, they're forever making us laugh like crazy.
SAR DIAO AND LITTLE RAY RAY~
I know i look fat here. But that's not the point la. Was asked to get sandwiched in between them.! HAHA.!
Jia Hao's Turn
Followed by Nana
Jia Hao showcasing LV, Gucci, and Long Champ
Shot 1, Raymond forgot to act cute
Shot 2, Much better~
Uber Cuteness.
Shi Feng la~ (Inside Joke)
Ignore KC here, he's really tired.
Reminds you guys of who.?
lastly, we went to marina barrage, chit chatting while having our b&j ice cream. the feeling is ultimate awesome. :)
Forever gaying.
18/07, 19/07: guess it's gonna be a stay home day for me. i'm still stucked doing my bse assignment, and until i get that done, i seriously have no mood to start any revision. and yes, i'm bloody angry at myself for having no discipline to wake up on time for school. please please please for the 100th time i'm gonna remind myself to sleep earlier and not to be late anymore.
alright, till then again.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 at 7:40 PM
13/07: it's just a normal school day. afterwhich, headed to dover for training. 2 rounds around the field and 15 rounds of track like yet again. guess i ran better this time. kinda proud of myself. :):) did pull-ups and gymmed. madness. i swear i'm aching like an old woman now. anyway, after training, i went to dempsey hill together with jojo and 2 of the 4 masketeers.
presenting to you,

RAYMOND

JIA HAO

JOJO

The place we chilled out at

2 jokers and me

Them with jojo

:)

Nb, Raymond act cute.!

Jojo is super into this action. If you've watched "Bu Liang Xiao Hua", you should know who she is imitating. Bloody retarded but me like.! :):)

Fake geek and I

That's the real him. He's an ang kong siao.!~

These 2 ppl never failed to keep us entertained during lesson time

Cute right.?
left the place about 2 plus, and headed to...

Know where is it.?
JURONG HILLTOP.
more talk cock sessions and reached home only aboout 5am. it was a great night out with them, getting to know our classmates even better.
14/07: kept my promise and headed to bbdc to meet nana after her btt. CONGRATS ON PASSING.! you're getting nearer and nearer to driving already.~ we went to imm to have mac before our lessons. school's as usual though.
haven't been feeling good for the past few days. maybe i'm really tired already. all i need is prolly a little appreciation from anyone, and i swear i would be very contented.
quite a lot of people have been telling me that i'm getting meatier. how depressing. :(
presenting to you,
RAYMOND
JIA HAO
JOJO
The place we chilled out at
2 jokers and me
Them with jojo
:)
Nb, Raymond act cute.!
Jojo is super into this action. If you've watched "Bu Liang Xiao Hua", you should know who she is imitating. Bloody retarded but me like.! :):)
Fake geek and I
That's the real him. He's an ang kong siao.!~
These 2 ppl never failed to keep us entertained during lesson time
Cute right.?
left the place about 2 plus, and headed to...
Know where is it.?
JURONG HILLTOP.
more talk cock sessions and reached home only aboout 5am. it was a great night out with them, getting to know our classmates even better.
14/07: kept my promise and headed to bbdc to meet nana after her btt. CONGRATS ON PASSING.! you're getting nearer and nearer to driving already.~ we went to imm to have mac before our lessons. school's as usual though.
haven't been feeling good for the past few days. maybe i'm really tired already. all i need is prolly a little appreciation from anyone, and i swear i would be very contented.
quite a lot of people have been telling me that i'm getting meatier. how depressing. :(
Sunday, July 12, 2009 at 6:56 PM
yayness.! finally blogged that drafted entry out after so long.
school had already started since monday. vacation's over, so it's time to get the mood back to studies. my life's still the usual, super busy. i have alot of worries in my mind. so much to do, yet so little time to complete.
cob done, not yet presented.
bse haven't even touched at all. assignment due on 30th of this month.
individual subjects not revised yet. poa, ofa, bse.
how.?!!! there's so much for me to catch up. :(
on a happier note, school's still as enjoyable as always. i'm glad to see my lovely classmates once again.
06/07: i was late meeting my girls for breakfast. but i guess somehow they already got used to it. lessons as usual.

With my beloved Nana

My girls <3
breaktime, with Lovelove and Moron randomly joining us.




My sampat.!
l4d at timah with ang da and mutu late at night as well.
anyway, this term, i realized we drifted apart from da ge, qi er, and ricky le. we don't crap that much anymore. hopefully as time passes, we can be back to how we used to be. i really miss all those jurong hilltop days.~ also, our lecturers all don't love us le. always give us longer breaks, and release us earlier. :(
07/07: got back results for ofa and bse. was surprised that i did pretty well for both subjects. that kinda motivated me to push more for my studies. despite my late night hang outs, trainings and all, i think i should be really proud. i shall let this term be the same as well. it's a must, a promise to myself. :) anyway, jojo and i sent our princess nana to work after school.


stalked her till she bth.
then, went to sheng siong to buy groceries with jojo and mutu. l4d at timah again. afterwhich, we headed to balestier for bak kut teh.! initially wanted to have durians as well, but the stall was closed already. :(
08/07: school started late as pe was cancelled. supposingly, we plan to meet and go imm to have lunch. but both jojo and i overslept. so we ate in school instead. it started drizzling halfway while we were eating, so we took our own sweet time to go to our class. end up, mr chin was on mc. so all in all, we attended lessons for maybe like 1h or so, cuz we were once again released early, plus break in between. anyway, something happened while i was on my way out of the school. really made nana and i laughed all the way from clementi to yew tee. inside joke~
09/07: school as usual. my lovely nana bought me bubble tea early in the morning. so sweet of her la. also, all thanks to whatever i did yesterday, i received this after school:

From my class's 4 masketeers, if you can't read, it says:
Charmaine goh
class: SC
you've been issued a summoned for your car As it is too Red and fury And giving your friend a RIDE... pls watch OUT!!
Amt: $2000
LOL. sibei bo liao lo. i think only nana will know why they did that. HAHAHA.!
10/07: when i was about to leave home, vee called asking me where i was. so the very sweet him decided to wait for me at guilin there and go to school together. reached school, waited for jojo. lessons as usual again. went to imm to buy tidbits and 6 men tent. at night, went over to mutu's place to see him jump dua ya pek. then out to west coast for supper with ang da, mutu, and mutu's cousin.
sorry i didn't make it to go for supper with you. despite this, i guess we are still doing fine in school, aren't we.? we still enjoyed one another's accompany. don't let little stuffs like that affect our friendship, ok.? you know jojo and i still love you deep deep. :)
11/07: i went to ubin with jojo and mutu again.! lunched at changi village before going there.

The uncle worships jesus.

Jojo, still feeling excited. :)

Mutu, excited about fishing nia
we chose to camp at noordin beach this time round.

In the new 6-men tent.!

Happy girl with her big bag of chips

Mutu's first catch of the day, Stingray

Me posing with it.!

Forever lovely Jojo

Released it into the water~

Act lomantic~

Mutu's 2nd catch, Catfish
no more pics after that. cuz like what some people said, i KO-ed from 8pm all the way to 9am this morning. power right.? people go ubin camp, i go ubin sleep. but it's all because, when i wanted to go out for night exploration, a group of malay guys came along. we were afraid our items would be stolen or what, so we don't dare to leave them behind. for all i remembered, i played harry potter uno with jojo. i got accompany her to fish for a little while. then it started drizzling, followed by heavy downpour. water seeped into our tent, and poor little us, ok, maybe only me. my lower half of the body was like showering in the rain lo. but i think i'm too lack of sleep. cuz i continued sleeping all the way till morning.! holy.!~ packed up and returned our bicycles. headed to batok for fishhead steamboat. and i swear i fell in love with it.!
yup, that's about all. till then.~
school had already started since monday. vacation's over, so it's time to get the mood back to studies. my life's still the usual, super busy. i have alot of worries in my mind. so much to do, yet so little time to complete.
cob done, not yet presented.
bse haven't even touched at all. assignment due on 30th of this month.
individual subjects not revised yet. poa, ofa, bse.
how.?!!! there's so much for me to catch up. :(
on a happier note, school's still as enjoyable as always. i'm glad to see my lovely classmates once again.
06/07: i was late meeting my girls for breakfast. but i guess somehow they already got used to it. lessons as usual.
With my beloved Nana
My girls <3
breaktime, with Lovelove and Moron randomly joining us.


My sampat.!
l4d at timah with ang da and mutu late at night as well.
anyway, this term, i realized we drifted apart from da ge, qi er, and ricky le. we don't crap that much anymore. hopefully as time passes, we can be back to how we used to be. i really miss all those jurong hilltop days.~ also, our lecturers all don't love us le. always give us longer breaks, and release us earlier. :(
07/07: got back results for ofa and bse. was surprised that i did pretty well for both subjects. that kinda motivated me to push more for my studies. despite my late night hang outs, trainings and all, i think i should be really proud. i shall let this term be the same as well. it's a must, a promise to myself. :) anyway, jojo and i sent our princess nana to work after school.


stalked her till she bth.
then, went to sheng siong to buy groceries with jojo and mutu. l4d at timah again. afterwhich, we headed to balestier for bak kut teh.! initially wanted to have durians as well, but the stall was closed already. :(
08/07: school started late as pe was cancelled. supposingly, we plan to meet and go imm to have lunch. but both jojo and i overslept. so we ate in school instead. it started drizzling halfway while we were eating, so we took our own sweet time to go to our class. end up, mr chin was on mc. so all in all, we attended lessons for maybe like 1h or so, cuz we were once again released early, plus break in between. anyway, something happened while i was on my way out of the school. really made nana and i laughed all the way from clementi to yew tee. inside joke~
09/07: school as usual. my lovely nana bought me bubble tea early in the morning. so sweet of her la. also, all thanks to whatever i did yesterday, i received this after school:
From my class's 4 masketeers, if you can't read, it says:
Charmaine goh
class: SC
you've been issued a summoned for your car As it is too Red and fury And giving your friend a RIDE... pls watch OUT!!
Amt: $2000
LOL. sibei bo liao lo. i think only nana will know why they did that. HAHAHA.!
10/07: when i was about to leave home, vee called asking me where i was. so the very sweet him decided to wait for me at guilin there and go to school together. reached school, waited for jojo. lessons as usual again. went to imm to buy tidbits and 6 men tent. at night, went over to mutu's place to see him jump dua ya pek. then out to west coast for supper with ang da, mutu, and mutu's cousin.
sorry i didn't make it to go for supper with you. despite this, i guess we are still doing fine in school, aren't we.? we still enjoyed one another's accompany. don't let little stuffs like that affect our friendship, ok.? you know jojo and i still love you deep deep. :)
11/07: i went to ubin with jojo and mutu again.! lunched at changi village before going there.
The uncle worships jesus.
Jojo, still feeling excited. :)
Mutu, excited about fishing nia
we chose to camp at noordin beach this time round.
In the new 6-men tent.!
Happy girl with her big bag of chips
Mutu's first catch of the day, Stingray
Me posing with it.!
Forever lovely Jojo
Released it into the water~
Act lomantic~
Mutu's 2nd catch, Catfish
no more pics after that. cuz like what some people said, i KO-ed from 8pm all the way to 9am this morning. power right.? people go ubin camp, i go ubin sleep. but it's all because, when i wanted to go out for night exploration, a group of malay guys came along. we were afraid our items would be stolen or what, so we don't dare to leave them behind. for all i remembered, i played harry potter uno with jojo. i got accompany her to fish for a little while. then it started drizzling, followed by heavy downpour. water seeped into our tent, and poor little us, ok, maybe only me. my lower half of the body was like showering in the rain lo. but i think i'm too lack of sleep. cuz i continued sleeping all the way till morning.! holy.!~ packed up and returned our bicycles. headed to batok for fishhead steamboat. and i swear i fell in love with it.!
yup, that's about all. till then.~
Sunday, July 5, 2009 at 1:33 PM
blogger's spoilt and doesn't allow me to post photos. :(
whatever i've typed, were already saved in drafts. once the problem is solved, i will upload everything and let you all see until song song ok.?
i'm just back home from 2D1N ubin trip with my lovely jojo and mutu. i shall blog about it soon.
as what i've predicted came true, i'm still back to square one. the single me. if telling you guys i don't feel anything, i would be lying. but i guess this time, i was pretty strong enough to face everything. so for those who are worrying, i'm really alright.! it's time to move on again, set new goals and begin a new school term. family, friends, studies, and db would be my major priorities now.
i'm going to nap soon, so till then and many many loves.
whatever i've typed, were already saved in drafts. once the problem is solved, i will upload everything and let you all see until song song ok.?
i'm just back home from 2D1N ubin trip with my lovely jojo and mutu. i shall blog about it soon.
as what i've predicted came true, i'm still back to square one. the single me. if telling you guys i don't feel anything, i would be lying. but i guess this time, i was pretty strong enough to face everything. so for those who are worrying, i'm really alright.! it's time to move on again, set new goals and begin a new school term. family, friends, studies, and db would be my major priorities now.
i'm going to nap soon, so till then and many many loves.
Thursday, July 2, 2009 at 7:09 PM
allow me to post an emo entry before the proper one.
after reading some of the db girls blog, i don't know why. but i really really feel damn heartaching. it's like tears are already welling up, just that it didn't rolled down on my cheeks. :(
it made me even more confirmed that db is my passion. i want to train hard and fight hard with the rest of the girls. i know the upcoming route won't be easy, and i know i have to sacrifice alot of my time and commitment, but i promise myself i won't give up.
one more thing, i've got a very bad feeling that my relationship path ain't going smooth. but come what it may be, i'm not afraid of any outcome that i'm gonna face. afterall, if things are fated to be this way, i can't do anything about it too right.?
at times like this, i'm glad that i always have nice friends around me who never failed to show their utmost concern to me whenever i'm feeling really down. thanks people, you know who you are, and charmaine loves you guys deep deep.! knowing you guys were probably the best thing that happened to me. trust me, i really feel blissful. :)
after reading some of the db girls blog, i don't know why. but i really really feel damn heartaching. it's like tears are already welling up, just that it didn't rolled down on my cheeks. :(
it made me even more confirmed that db is my passion. i want to train hard and fight hard with the rest of the girls. i know the upcoming route won't be easy, and i know i have to sacrifice alot of my time and commitment, but i promise myself i won't give up.
one more thing, i've got a very bad feeling that my relationship path ain't going smooth. but come what it may be, i'm not afraid of any outcome that i'm gonna face. afterall, if things are fated to be this way, i can't do anything about it too right.?
at times like this, i'm glad that i always have nice friends around me who never failed to show their utmost concern to me whenever i'm feeling really down. thanks people, you know who you are, and charmaine loves you guys deep deep.! knowing you guys were probably the best thing that happened to me. trust me, i really feel blissful. :)