allow me to post an emo entry before the proper one.

after reading some of the db girls blog, i don't know why. but i really really feel damn heartaching. it's like tears are already welling up, just that it didn't rolled down on my cheeks. :(

it made me even more confirmed that db is my passion. i want to train hard and fight hard with the rest of the girls. i know the upcoming route won't be easy, and i know i have to sacrifice alot of my time and commitment, but i promise myself i won't give up.

one more thing, i've got a very bad feeling that my relationship path ain't going smooth. but come what it may be, i'm not afraid of any outcome that i'm gonna face. afterall, if things are fated to be this way, i can't do anything about it too right.?

at times like this, i'm glad that i always have nice friends around me who never failed to show their utmost concern to me whenever i'm feeling really down. thanks people, you know who you are, and charmaine loves you guys deep deep.! knowing you guys were probably the best thing that happened to me. trust me, i really feel blissful. :)