I FUCKINGLY SCREWED UP MY OFA CA DESPITE DOING ENDLESS PAST YEAR PAPERS.!
SUPER DEMORALIZED. :(
there goes an A for one of my modules. all because of a stupid error i've never encountered before. please please please allow the marking to be lenient.
the paper this morning really affect my mood alot. never before in my life have i felt so disappointed over an exam. i did put in effort, i really did. :(
if i did badly for it, i would have to work damn hard next semester to pull up the grades. why why why.?
now i can only tell myself that this shit exam is over, so not point brooding over it. anyway, thanks all who cheered me up. appreciated it lots.
28/08: went to have mac breakfast with my cliques. then we accompanied jo to bbdc to apply her pdl. this is the 3rd time she applied, still fail to apply though. don't know what's wrong with the stupid centre to disapprove her doctor's letter. damn. headed to amk ite to look for miss mary again. stayed back and did admin stuffs with her. somehow, nana and i can click well with her. i believe she's someone who had went through alot in life. she shared with us really good experiences she had during her teaching career. one of it which i enjoyed most is the one on her primary school teaching days. like super hilarious when she talked about the piglet the little girl brought to school, the dog who came into the class halfway through the lesson. i really hope to shift to the new campus soon, so that we can always have such chit chatting session with her. also, she might be letting me go for canoeing/ kayaking courses somewhere next month or so. :)
last but not least, as of today, i'm no longer a 'P' plate driver anymore.! say hello to 24 points.
ok, i swear i'm not gonna blog till i'm done with the exams for both upcoming modules, which the last one would be 08/09/09. so do miss me lots lots alright.?
bye~
Thursday, August 27, 2009 at 9:49 PM
will be here blogging for one last time before i go mia for a week or so for my last lap of revision.
27/08: finished up the undone assignments for ofa. lunched. continued on excel again during first half of bse lesson. second half, did notes for bse. went through class test on cash book during poa. scored 15/25. considering i know nothing about this test, i think i did not bad la. but i could have done better if i were to study. i have yet to touch on the past years papers for poa. hope i've got the time to finish up everything before the major exams. tmr's the ofa paper. pray hard that it would be an easy one.
off to continue on ofa assignments again. bye.!
27/08: finished up the undone assignments for ofa. lunched. continued on excel again during first half of bse lesson. second half, did notes for bse. went through class test on cash book during poa. scored 15/25. considering i know nothing about this test, i think i did not bad la. but i could have done better if i were to study. i have yet to touch on the past years papers for poa. hope i've got the time to finish up everything before the major exams. tmr's the ofa paper. pray hard that it would be an easy one.
off to continue on ofa assignments again. bye.!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 at 10:09 PM
26/08: managed to turn up for sw, but i was late. missed the skipping part, but still got to play badminton with them. lunched. continued on presentation for cob lesson. did revision during bse lesson. not productive at all, cuz nothing went into my head. after school, headed to bbdc with nana to do her pdl. randomly saw moron, who's gonna be taking her btt. if i'm not mistaken, i saw one of my secondary schoolmate as well as my primary school bestie. how random. anyway, after that, we went to west mall, then we had mac at central before going to batok ite. met miss mary there to submit the form for the bangkok trip. chit chatting session with her, cherlyn, and debra. cherlyn is a girl full of nonsense and crap, especially her safety underwear thing. nana and i are super looking forward to our trip. bondings with the team 1 girls and the cw boys. :)
alright, gonna mug on ofa soon. might blog again tmr. we'll see.
alright, gonna mug on ofa soon. might blog again tmr. we'll see.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 at 8:03 PM
25/08: here for a pretty short update before i start doing ofa past years assignments. i'm not sure whether my debarment appeal would be successful or not. hopefully i'm able to sit for my paper on friday. completed fact accounting for poa today. had our break followed by cob. continued with presentations. halfway through as our lesson commenced, our section head, ms jenne foo, came in and had a short talk with us. her words, somehow or rather, managed to motivate me to push hard this time for the exams. i'm not sure for the others, but for me, it does. i agreed to what raymond said. "we've got the potential, it's just that we lack competency." it applies to all of us i guess. i've got pretty lots of people who drives me to work hard, people like my dad, my subject lecturers, and myself. if i don't, i would be letting them down, letting myself down. 2 more weeks to go, i'm not sure how much i can do, but definitely i'll try my best.
anyway, regarding the cob presentation, i heard i did pretty badly. not sure how much a B- would affect my gpa. the feeling sucks, really. that aside, farhan's part on the presentation was super hilarious. afterwards, we had bse lesson. mr chow added on to whatever ms jenne foo had said. again, it knocked some senses into me.
enough of my thoughts. mugging time.~
-edited: my stupid dear just called me. randomly telling me that she's in store eating her home-brought apple. the next thing she told me is, she wanna go toilet and pee so that i can listen to the sound of her peeing. stupid idiot. her silly actions never fail to brighten up my day. LOVE YOU. :)
anyway, regarding the cob presentation, i heard i did pretty badly. not sure how much a B- would affect my gpa. the feeling sucks, really. that aside, farhan's part on the presentation was super hilarious. afterwards, we had bse lesson. mr chow added on to whatever ms jenne foo had said. again, it knocked some senses into me.
enough of my thoughts. mugging time.~
-edited: my stupid dear just called me. randomly telling me that she's in store eating her home-brought apple. the next thing she told me is, she wanna go toilet and pee so that i can listen to the sound of her peeing. stupid idiot. her silly actions never fail to brighten up my day. LOVE YOU. :)
Monday, August 24, 2009 at 11:38 PM
hello ppl.! i'm here to announce that i'm still alive.! :)
it's been a month since i updated here. not that i don't want to, but blogger doesn't allow me to upload photos, so i don't really feel like publishing my posts. my entries had been drafted though. so i will blog up when blogger's back to normal.
24/08: i skipped cob lesson today. mr chin was absent. then did poa class test on 3 column cash book. lunched. had been a good girl during ofa lesson, did my assignments. after school, headed to amk ite with nana, cherlyn and serena for vball meeting and buffet dinner. before that, we went to amk central to slack at mac. shaker fries is loves man. anyway, i saw this indian schoolgirl at mac, i don't know if i should laugh or feel disgusted la. you got see before people use finger to dip inside curry sauce and eat or not.? how about mayonnaise.? just these sauces alone with no nothing leh, no fries or what. walao.! my girls and i couldn't stop staring at her lo. this thing aside, our meeting was regarding the bangkok trip college west volleyball players will be going during late september. it's gonna be 3d2n, more like an exchange programme. nana and i would be going.! i'm super excited about it, really. 28/09, BANGKOK, HERE I COME. :)
anyway, i won't be blogging that often anymore. exams are coming in 2 weeks time, and i promised myself and everyone that i'm gonna mug hard. so do miss me hard, and i'll be back with nice updates alright.?
I MISS MY GIRLS, I MISS MY LONG TIME NO MEET FRIENDS, LASTLY, I MISS YOU.
it's been a month since i updated here. not that i don't want to, but blogger doesn't allow me to upload photos, so i don't really feel like publishing my posts. my entries had been drafted though. so i will blog up when blogger's back to normal.
24/08: i skipped cob lesson today. mr chin was absent. then did poa class test on 3 column cash book. lunched. had been a good girl during ofa lesson, did my assignments. after school, headed to amk ite with nana, cherlyn and serena for vball meeting and buffet dinner. before that, we went to amk central to slack at mac. shaker fries is loves man. anyway, i saw this indian schoolgirl at mac, i don't know if i should laugh or feel disgusted la. you got see before people use finger to dip inside curry sauce and eat or not.? how about mayonnaise.? just these sauces alone with no nothing leh, no fries or what. walao.! my girls and i couldn't stop staring at her lo. this thing aside, our meeting was regarding the bangkok trip college west volleyball players will be going during late september. it's gonna be 3d2n, more like an exchange programme. nana and i would be going.! i'm super excited about it, really. 28/09, BANGKOK, HERE I COME. :)
anyway, i won't be blogging that often anymore. exams are coming in 2 weeks time, and i promised myself and everyone that i'm gonna mug hard. so do miss me hard, and i'll be back with nice updates alright.?
I MISS MY GIRLS, I MISS MY LONG TIME NO MEET FRIENDS, LASTLY, I MISS YOU.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 at 12:05 AM
29/07: skipped sw again. damn it la. i seriously think my first 2h attendance sucks to the core. i MUST MUST MUST improve on it soon. anyway, i met up with haohao and rayray at imm for brunch. then chiong back to school to pass nana her cob script. all in all, i think nana did well, and i'm super proud of her ok.? as for myself, i think somehow i screwed up a little, but not to the extend that it's really bad. nvm, i'll do better next time. :) after school, training again. 7 rounds and gymmed. am super happy cuz my paddle is back to my side.! like finally~
swee bo.?
30/07: first and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KC AND BUNBUN, EDDIE.! secondly, i didn't attend school. i woke up like super late, then realize that there's cob listening test. so yup, even if i were to rush down, i couldn't make it in time for the test. went to take mc instead and stayed at home to finish up bse.
31/07: total waste of time to go to school. went there to print out the bse assignment and left. at night, headed to rebel with rayray and haohao.
One and Only Pic for the night, Fatty and I :)
kc joined us not long after. ended everything about 4 plus. takeaway mac and brought home to eat. had a really nice chat with my 2 buddies.! :):)
01/08: l4d with my bros and cousins at cine.!
Tiger and I
My bro and Tiger
afterwhich, headed to scape youth park and saw... AIDA.!!!
02/08: sea training. rowed sets of 30 strokes and 20 strokes. afterwards, accompanied jo and lovelove to segar to play bball.
03/08: late for school like yet again. would be having my listening retest on thurs. wish me luck. :) lessons as usual. tried doing ofa assginments but my com super screwed up and died on me. headed to central for shaker fries before training starts.
pics taken before training starts:
Super Manly Jojo
Neh neh pok and Ah Siao
Kuku faces
Us and Brad
Presenting to you, CHARMAINE'S FAT ARM.
anyway, we've got 2 new girls joining us, namely, JIAYU and DION. hopefully i didn't spell their names wrongly. WELCOME TO CW DB GIRLS.! ran 4 rounds today and gymmed. partnered with moron to do the medicine ball thing. and guess what, i'm aching again. don't know is it my body weak or what la. i can't seem to withstand tough trainings anymore. while people are adding on weights, i'm actually decreasing. like wtf.?! where got people like that one.? i'm gonna give myself a break from land trainings starting from next week onwards. might be coming down for sea training only. i guess it's time for me to put efforts into my studies since exams are coming in 5 weeks time. i'm worried for myself. i know my standard, and i know it's a must for me to do well. sorry girls.
04/08: i can't remember what i did. but after reading nana's blog, recalled that i actually accompanied her to help averic to get a girl's number.
05/08: i managed to wake up in time for my sw lesson.! even though i was late, i was glad that i made the effort to head to school to perspire in the early morning. played badminton with them, then went to lunch with da ge and qi er. after school, training again. 7 rounds of track, but jo and i did 8. we jogged like super slowly till we can discuss our cob group project work. gymmed and did squats. the after effect - ass damn pain.
06/08: was super late for ofa lesson. then skipped poa and headed to bugis with jo, ivy, and kc.! shopping spree.! :):):) while sending kc home, caught a glimpse of sunset, thus decided to head to west coast park to get a better view of it. but to our disappointment, the sun hid itself when we got there. :(
still managed to take these 2 chio pics though.
07/08: decided to skip school as i can't get outta bed again. there goes my nasi briyani.~ but i managed to get a really good rest at home. out for l4d session at irc with my bros and cousin. and and and, grats nana for passing her ftt.!
08/08: once again, i slept my way through. like finally, i decided to touch my puzzle after neglecting it for so long.
09/08: HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE.! last minute decision to meet haohao and rayray for movies. samantha was there with us as well. caught GI JOE. i like everything of the show, except that it's a little too computerized. but recommended to watch i think.
10/08: was supposed to go for sentosa outing with db peeps. but i woke up like super late la. in the end, i actually regretted not going cuz i think i missed out lots of fun. glad that you guys enjoyed though. :)
11/08: school as usual. signed up for the blood donation drive thing, however, i was told that i can't donate due to the small veins i had. i wished i could do a good deed, but sad to say, i wasn't allowed.
12/08: during cob lesson, we forwarded this text to one another's phone. the message goes:
Send this to all your love ones, friends and see what numbers you get.
1= i like you
2= i love you
3= u r funny
4= u r cool
5= u r hot
6= i hate you
7= you r boring
8= i want a kiss
9= i'm looking for a relationship with u
10= u r cute
11= i want u in my life
12= no 1 can ever replace you
13= i miss you
14= i want you
so da ge asked, "which one will you all give me.?" ivy's reply was 6&7. HAHAHA.! then i told him, nvm la, da ge, i give you 12.! :) like sweet hor.?
really what, if you were to choose one out of so many choices, i think 12 would be the best to tell a person how much he or she meant to you. agree.?
13/08: as usual, i was late for school. i went for ofa lesson for a mere 10 minutes or so then head out to lunch at imm with my cliques. was late for bse lesson and got chided by mr chow. i admit i was pretty guilty. i love school life, but somehow, i've lost the motivation to study. i need to find it back real quickly as exams are just around the corner. on a happier note, my puzzle's completed. thanks all who have contributed in one way or another. it's up on my bedframe, and i super love it.! :):):)
Completed, without frame
Completed, framed
14/08: missed ofa and went for poa lesson. our cliques actually came out with this damn good suggestion which is, we can't be late for our lessons, if not we would have to contribute 1 buck each time we're late. if we skip school, the penalty would be 2 bucks. i don't know how well this would work, but i think it's a pretty much of a good idea. anyway, after school, accompanied nana to far east to get her biker jacket. then headed to jo's place for cob project. chatted with her alot about our recent lives. the feeling was good. finally found someone who can understand my situation. best of all, i think i've found back the feeling we used to have.
15/08: slept my way through again, only to realize that there's flag day. at night, headed to loyang dua pek gong. ultimate coolness.! anyway, my maid went back to indo already.
my last picture taken with her, and i'm sure i'm gonna miss her.
16/08: didn't attend sea training. wasn't aware if there's any. only until ivy texted me. really sorry.
17/08: i was late for school for 20 minutes.! so there goes my 1 buck~ HAHA.! ongoing lessons till 4pm. afterwhich, disciplinary talk by course manager. dismissed at 5pm, then headed to bbdc to accompany nana to do her pdl. had a small accident with bbdc's 'L' plate car.
18/08: school as usual. did henna dye with my girls.
Ivy's and Charmaine's
Ivy's, Charmaine's, Jojo's, Christina's
left earlier during bse lesson to go to vicom for accident reporting. wasted trip cuz the insurance certificate wasn't brought along.
19/08: headed to school earlier to do compilation of our cob project powerpoint slides. finally did our presentation, but i'm not satisfied with my own performance. during bse lesson, received debarment letter. i was debarred from taking ofa and poa. hopefully my appeal would be successful. i won't want to retake this two subjects lor. after school, made a trip to vicom once again.
20/08: was grounded. got curfewed by dad. i hope it's only due to the lunar 7th month. super sad lor. on a brighter note, i finally sent my car to the workshop for repair.
21/08: i managed to be the 5th to reach class even though i didn't drive. for that, i'm super proud of myself. :):) went to lab to finish up facts accounting after school. thanks raymond for accompanying me home.! really bu kui shi wo de good buddy. :)
22/08: town with my bro and cousin.
had late dinner at xin wang, afterwhich, we went to farmart for prawning.
23/08: after mia-ing from training for so long, i'm finally back to the sea to row with them. rowed all the way to the bridge near barrage, then did sets of 30s and 35s. i wanna be back to the sea again.!
yayness.! this entry is finally up. :)
swee bo.?
30/07: first and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KC AND BUNBUN, EDDIE.! secondly, i didn't attend school. i woke up like super late, then realize that there's cob listening test. so yup, even if i were to rush down, i couldn't make it in time for the test. went to take mc instead and stayed at home to finish up bse.
31/07: total waste of time to go to school. went there to print out the bse assignment and left. at night, headed to rebel with rayray and haohao.
One and Only Pic for the night, Fatty and I :)
kc joined us not long after. ended everything about 4 plus. takeaway mac and brought home to eat. had a really nice chat with my 2 buddies.! :):)
01/08: l4d with my bros and cousins at cine.!
Tiger and I
My bro and Tiger
afterwhich, headed to scape youth park and saw... AIDA.!!!
02/08: sea training. rowed sets of 30 strokes and 20 strokes. afterwards, accompanied jo and lovelove to segar to play bball.
03/08: late for school like yet again. would be having my listening retest on thurs. wish me luck. :) lessons as usual. tried doing ofa assginments but my com super screwed up and died on me. headed to central for shaker fries before training starts.
pics taken before training starts:
Super Manly Jojo
Neh neh pok and Ah Siao
Kuku faces
Us and Brad
Presenting to you, CHARMAINE'S FAT ARM.
anyway, we've got 2 new girls joining us, namely, JIAYU and DION. hopefully i didn't spell their names wrongly. WELCOME TO CW DB GIRLS.! ran 4 rounds today and gymmed. partnered with moron to do the medicine ball thing. and guess what, i'm aching again. don't know is it my body weak or what la. i can't seem to withstand tough trainings anymore. while people are adding on weights, i'm actually decreasing. like wtf.?! where got people like that one.? i'm gonna give myself a break from land trainings starting from next week onwards. might be coming down for sea training only. i guess it's time for me to put efforts into my studies since exams are coming in 5 weeks time. i'm worried for myself. i know my standard, and i know it's a must for me to do well. sorry girls.
04/08: i can't remember what i did. but after reading nana's blog, recalled that i actually accompanied her to help averic to get a girl's number.
05/08: i managed to wake up in time for my sw lesson.! even though i was late, i was glad that i made the effort to head to school to perspire in the early morning. played badminton with them, then went to lunch with da ge and qi er. after school, training again. 7 rounds of track, but jo and i did 8. we jogged like super slowly till we can discuss our cob group project work. gymmed and did squats. the after effect - ass damn pain.
06/08: was super late for ofa lesson. then skipped poa and headed to bugis with jo, ivy, and kc.! shopping spree.! :):):) while sending kc home, caught a glimpse of sunset, thus decided to head to west coast park to get a better view of it. but to our disappointment, the sun hid itself when we got there. :(
still managed to take these 2 chio pics though.
07/08: decided to skip school as i can't get outta bed again. there goes my nasi briyani.~ but i managed to get a really good rest at home. out for l4d session at irc with my bros and cousin. and and and, grats nana for passing her ftt.!
08/08: once again, i slept my way through. like finally, i decided to touch my puzzle after neglecting it for so long.
09/08: HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE.! last minute decision to meet haohao and rayray for movies. samantha was there with us as well. caught GI JOE. i like everything of the show, except that it's a little too computerized. but recommended to watch i think.
10/08: was supposed to go for sentosa outing with db peeps. but i woke up like super late la. in the end, i actually regretted not going cuz i think i missed out lots of fun. glad that you guys enjoyed though. :)
11/08: school as usual. signed up for the blood donation drive thing, however, i was told that i can't donate due to the small veins i had. i wished i could do a good deed, but sad to say, i wasn't allowed.
12/08: during cob lesson, we forwarded this text to one another's phone. the message goes:
Send this to all your love ones, friends and see what numbers you get.
1= i like you
2= i love you
3= u r funny
4= u r cool
5= u r hot
6= i hate you
7= you r boring
8= i want a kiss
9= i'm looking for a relationship with u
10= u r cute
11= i want u in my life
12= no 1 can ever replace you
13= i miss you
14= i want you
so da ge asked, "which one will you all give me.?" ivy's reply was 6&7. HAHAHA.! then i told him, nvm la, da ge, i give you 12.! :) like sweet hor.?
really what, if you were to choose one out of so many choices, i think 12 would be the best to tell a person how much he or she meant to you. agree.?
13/08: as usual, i was late for school. i went for ofa lesson for a mere 10 minutes or so then head out to lunch at imm with my cliques. was late for bse lesson and got chided by mr chow. i admit i was pretty guilty. i love school life, but somehow, i've lost the motivation to study. i need to find it back real quickly as exams are just around the corner. on a happier note, my puzzle's completed. thanks all who have contributed in one way or another. it's up on my bedframe, and i super love it.! :):):)
Completed, without frame
Completed, framed
14/08: missed ofa and went for poa lesson. our cliques actually came out with this damn good suggestion which is, we can't be late for our lessons, if not we would have to contribute 1 buck each time we're late. if we skip school, the penalty would be 2 bucks. i don't know how well this would work, but i think it's a pretty much of a good idea. anyway, after school, accompanied nana to far east to get her biker jacket. then headed to jo's place for cob project. chatted with her alot about our recent lives. the feeling was good. finally found someone who can understand my situation. best of all, i think i've found back the feeling we used to have.
15/08: slept my way through again, only to realize that there's flag day. at night, headed to loyang dua pek gong. ultimate coolness.! anyway, my maid went back to indo already.
my last picture taken with her, and i'm sure i'm gonna miss her.
16/08: didn't attend sea training. wasn't aware if there's any. only until ivy texted me. really sorry.
17/08: i was late for school for 20 minutes.! so there goes my 1 buck~ HAHA.! ongoing lessons till 4pm. afterwhich, disciplinary talk by course manager. dismissed at 5pm, then headed to bbdc to accompany nana to do her pdl. had a small accident with bbdc's 'L' plate car.
18/08: school as usual. did henna dye with my girls.
Ivy's and Charmaine's
Ivy's, Charmaine's, Jojo's, Christina's
left earlier during bse lesson to go to vicom for accident reporting. wasted trip cuz the insurance certificate wasn't brought along.
19/08: headed to school earlier to do compilation of our cob project powerpoint slides. finally did our presentation, but i'm not satisfied with my own performance. during bse lesson, received debarment letter. i was debarred from taking ofa and poa. hopefully my appeal would be successful. i won't want to retake this two subjects lor. after school, made a trip to vicom once again.
20/08: was grounded. got curfewed by dad. i hope it's only due to the lunar 7th month. super sad lor. on a brighter note, i finally sent my car to the workshop for repair.
21/08: i managed to be the 5th to reach class even though i didn't drive. for that, i'm super proud of myself. :):) went to lab to finish up facts accounting after school. thanks raymond for accompanying me home.! really bu kui shi wo de good buddy. :)
22/08: town with my bro and cousin.
had late dinner at xin wang, afterwhich, we went to farmart for prawning.
23/08: after mia-ing from training for so long, i'm finally back to the sea to row with them. rowed all the way to the bridge near barrage, then did sets of 30s and 35s. i wanna be back to the sea again.!
yayness.! this entry is finally up. :)